What does Buddhism say if you have done something bad in the past? Good question! Let’s ask and find out!
Seeker:
Hi, Buddhism?
Buddhism: Yes?
Seeker: I have a question for you.
Buddhism: I see.
Seeker: I did something bad in the past.
Buddhism: I see.
Seeker: I … I punched a bunny.
Buddhism: I see.
Seeker: Well?
Buddhism: Is there a question in there somewhere?
Seeker: Um… what do you have to say about that?
Buddhism: You say you punched a bunny in the past?
Seeker: Yes.
Buddhism: What do you mean by “past”?
Seeker: What?
Buddhism: I don’t understand this whole “past” concept. What does it
mean?
Seeker: Well, I’m not punching bunnies right now. But I did before.
Buddhism: Still not getting it. Can you show me?
Seeker: No, that’s what “past” means, that it doesn’t currently exist.
Buddhism: So you’re asking me to comment on something that doesn’t
exist? Sorry, I only discuss things that are real. Talking about the imaginary
isn’t very interesting.
Seeker: So I’m OK?
Buddhism: I didn’t say that. You’re filled with suffering.
Seeker: What does that mean? I’m feeling pretty good at the moment.
Buddhism: Uh huh. Remember last
week when you learned you weren’t going to get that promotion because somebody
had been badmouthing you to your boss?
How did you feel then?
Seeker: Wait a minute. How did
you know about that?
Buddhism: Never mind that, it’s my job to know. How did you feel then?
Seeker: Well, pretty crappy to be honest. I was heartbroken because I really wanted
that job, and I was furious with that person for talking about me behind my
back and furious with my boss for believing it.
I nearly quit my job, which would have been a disaster had I followed
through.
Buddhism: And that’s what you
call “pretty good,” is it? You can’t
judge your current state of mind by what you feel at this moment. Take your highest highs and your lowest lows,
and that’s existence as you know it. You
can’t avoid the lows in your current state of mind – they’re a part of who you
are. And what you fail to take into
account is what you call “happy”, I call a severe hangover. There is happiness and ecstasy beyond your
ability to comprehend.
Seeker: OK, you’ve sold me. I’d
appreciate being in a higher state of mind.
How do I do that?
Buddhism: In order to understand that, you need to understand why you’re
in your current state of mind.
Seeker: Fine. Why is it that I’m
in my current state of mind?
Buddhism: Because you’re a bunny puncher.
Seeker: Huh? I thought you just said that the past doesn’t exist. Why am
I affected by something that doesn’t exist?
Buddhism: You’re not. I’m saying that you, right now, are a bunny
puncher. Your mind is filled with thoughts and intentions that make you want to
punch bunnies.
Seeker: So if I stop punching bunnies, then I’ll be happier?
Buddhism: Not at all. Punching bunnies has nothing to do with this.
Seeker: But you just said I’m unhappy because I’m a bunny puncher.
Buddhism: That’s right.
Seeker: What’s the difference?
Buddhism: Punching bunnies is what you do. Being a bunny puncher is who you
are. Just because there are no bunnies nearby for you to punch, that doesn’t
mean you’re not a bunny puncher. That just means you don’t have the opportunity
to express your innate tendencies.
Seeker: So if I’m a bunny puncher, what can I do? How can a bunny
puncher become truly happy?
Buddhism: He can’t. As a bunny puncher, you’re stuck in a limited and
somewhat painful state of mind forever.
Seeker: That sounds depressing.
Buddhism: Tell me about it.
Seeker: So there’s really nothing I can do?
Buddhism: I didn’t say that.
Seeker: Huh? You just said that a bunny puncher can never be happy.
Buddhism: That’s right.
Seeker: So what do I do?
Buddhism: Stop being a bunny puncher.
Seeker: But you said that it wouldn’t help to stop punching bunnies.
Buddhism: That’s right.
Seeker: Did you know that you’re completely infuriating?
Buddhism: Yes.
Seeker: So what do I do?
Buddhism: You have to change the essence of who you are. You have to
completely dissolve your personality, and become somebody completely different.
Preferably somebody who is not a bunny puncher.
Seeker: How do I do that?
Buddhism: Meditation. You need to still your thoughts and become
absolutely quiet. This will probably take a lot of time and practice. In the
beginning, you’ll just become a little more aware of your thoughts, and they’ll
slow down just a little. Even this will make you feel a little better. It will
be a little easier to make small shifts in your life. But eventually, if you
can make your mind completely still and quiet, you can completely go away, and
become somebody new.
Seeker: That sounds like a lot of work. But still, if I do all that,
then I’ll be completely happy?
Buddhism: Wow, you’re impatient. No, you’ll be a new person who still
has a lot of problems. But if you do this right, it will be a much happier
person than you are today.
Seeker: Well, that’s a start, I guess. You said “if I do this right”.
How can I help ensure I do this right?
Buddhism: Oh, look over there! I see a bunny! He looks hurt. Maybe you
should care for him.
Seeker: Is this punishment because I punched him?
Buddhism: No, it’s because he’s in pain and needs help.
Seeker: So why should I be the one to help him?
Buddhism: Because you’re in pain, and need help. You don’t need to be
“punished”. But you do need to reinforce behaviors that are not bunny punching.
That will help make sure that when you dissolve your personality, the new
person won’t just be another bunny puncher. It seems to me that you and that
bunny both need each other right now.
Seeker: Why didn’t you just say “Meditate and help bunnies” in the first
place?
Buddhism: I answered the questions you asked. If you want better
answers, ask better questions. If I try answering questions you don’t ask,
those answers will sail right over your head. If I answer the silly questions
you do ask, it will come out as nonsense, but will hopefully lead you in the
right direction eventually.
Seeker: I think you just like being snarky and giving me a hard time.
Buddhism: That too. Just because I’m completely dedicated to helping all
sentient beings, it doesn’t mean I can’t have fun with the process.